hmm... read thru my yst post... i was so happy... haha... not tt im not happy... just tt i suppose in my mind i shld feel sadder... but funnily, im not really... like i was so happy abt bhangra... btu turns out tt all the other girls dropped out... so cant dance liaoz... yupps... i was abit disappointed but felt alot better after watching the guys practise and they were sooooooooooooo funny i almost died of laughter... esp tt guy hu looks like dinesh... forgot his name... again... oops... anyway, i was sadder cos of gp... did really really badly... was qt sad when i first saw... but after a while it was ok i guess... just tt got abit annoyed abt some stuff later... i suppose tt maybe i took it for granted my my eng will do well... cos my whole life my eng has been qt ok... den suddenly so horrible... jerk me out of my complacency? anyway ive been having this feeling tt i wun do well... God must have been preparing me... i really think tt without me knowing He prepared me for the worst... so when it came i wasnt as affected as i would have been... :) God is good! even when He punishs, He shows His great love... anyway... i was thinking of a plot when i was walking home... for a book... dunno y i suddenly thot of it... not like i ever wanted to write a book ever but this plot just came across my mind,... its kinda screwed up tho... i think any decent publisher will just totally die of laughing... anyway it was tt the setting will be a world where everyone is the same sex... as in no girls and guys or wad... and anyone can reproduce with anyone... so there is no gender thing... den its a love story of two of this kind of pple... haha... wierd rite!! gosh... i even thot of the names... aspeth and lykell hahahahaha... oh man wad rubbish nvm :p